shit.

so much has happened..im so different now. i never thought i would be where i am today, i wish it was a good thing but it isnt...i hate who i am, i hate what i look like, i hate my cuts, i hate the guys i have things with, i hate school, i hate my parents, i hate my body, i hate my face, i hate everything. everything drives me to tears, everyone looks at me and thinks im some snobby bitch, well fuck you all, im not, im fucked up. and ive hit rock bottom and now there is nowhere else to go..

world.

so is this us? wtf would you do that, i just wna tell you straight up how i feel but no :/

world.

really?

you are really that insecure about yourself? OMG grow some fucking balls whore.

really?

yes.

tbh i actually couldnt care less about what anyone thinks of me, im healthy eating to feel good about myself not for guys or my friends. so fuck you all, and espically you :)

healthy healthy healthy.

for one year i will not eat any unhealthy food :)
for myself, not for anyone else, to feel good about myself.
FUCK YOU ALL BITCHES.