Thursday, June 24, 2010


people say beauty comes from within, i dont know what to believe, i just wish i could the slightest bit skinny and pretty.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010


so how did you get here under my skin?
i swore id never let you back in,
should have known better than trying to let you go,
because here we go again.

explanation of my life.

this is basically how i feel everyday of my life. thanks to you.

Monday, June 21, 2010

a bunch of things that kinda describe how i feel.

and i now officially am done with caring for you.

oh the anger i have for you.

yeah, cool as, just tell me how you like one of my best mates, no biggy, its sweet.

yeah right, yup i hate hate hate hate hate you, you selfish fucking dickhead!

Saturday, June 12, 2010


i wish i lived in the 80's.

oh you.

you are an amazing friend :) you have made me realise so much about my self in the space of an hour, your not like all those other boys, your so different, so kind, you know exactly how i feel about him, and you helped me realise that i dont need him anymore :) he is a dick, and i do not deserve to be treated like he treated me, so thanks a bunch :)

Saturday, June 5, 2010


why why why why why why why why do you do this to me.

you you you.

times like these make me miss you, but then i remeber how much you actually did hurt me.

its always you.

its never been about him, its always been about you, and im looking for reasons to trust you but there is not one, you do not care and you most likely never will, i hate this.

its always you.

Thursday, June 3, 2010


you started this, i loved you, you ended it, you broke me, you hurt me again, you still hurt me to this day, it was two years ago, but you taught me to have faith in people, thank you for believing in me jordan elliot shaw.

im not always going to win.

im not going to get everything i want, i will fail at things, things arent always going to be perfect, life will get hard, life will make you cry, but this taught me to never judge people by what you hear, its not always going to be true, stick up for the ones you love, try your hardest at everything because if you dont try you will never get anywhere. you taught me this, thank you, i have changed forever.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010


i know i shouldnt have done what i did, but you do deserve it, after all the times that you have hurt me i finally have a chance to get back it you, now im over it, we can be friends again, i have no anger left for you, no one believes it anyway.


i trusted you so much and you broke that so bad, we have been broken up for a year and today you made me cry so much. i thought you had changed but your still a dick and you always will be, i hope you feel bad because i feel worse. i hate the fact that you did this and im so mad at you right now. i want to call you up and go physco at you because honestly, i fucking hate you.